Breaking Point

Today, I was at breaking point. I went to work after uni this morning to hand in my final essay and ended up being on the til. I hated every minute of it. I will not play into these mind games. The daydreaming didn't help at all. I just wanted to get out. The customers were okay and I didn't have to deal with any angry ones, which was good. So just before 4, I told my manager I had to go, which was half the truth, and left. And I was the only volunteer left at that time. Thank God I left as well, otherwise I would have said something which I wouldn't regret. The rain had dyed down when I left and I took a mini road trip to clear my head. I had my music blasting out the speakers, and I loved it. I got home and felt a lot better. And I feel great right now. No daydreaming tonight, just relaxation. And up and early for work tomorrow, don't have to worry about a certain person. Which is good. So, I'm gonna walk in with a smile on my face tomorrow. 

Fantasy

Back to daydreaming now. And blogging. Just me and my thoughts on this blog. And I'm gonna blog a hell lot more on this one. This blog means a lot to me. I have been daydreaming a lot, even though I had a lot of work to do it didn't stop me. Nothing usually does. I daydream to sleep at night when I cant sleep. That's getting rare now, I watch TV now, so I don't really daydream that much before bed. The car journeys help quite a lot. Especially the music, its getting more inspirational, and a new CD for my car, just made me happier. Tomorrow I'm getting my laptop back so its going to start getting better now. Gonna clean the laptop to make it faster then I'll be good. I'm excited to back to my old ways tomorrow now. I can't wait.